When You Stare at the Screen...

Let's be honest - even though we all love writing, sometimes we sit down and just...don't feel like writing.  We stare at the screen, at the last line we wrote, and have absolutely zero motivation.  Or sometimes we want to write, we've got motivation, but we just have absolutely no idea how to even pick up where we left off from last time.



I rarely get faced with not wanting to write, but I often find myself unsure where to start when I begin my writing time.  Or sometimes I don't want to focus on what I should be doing and would rather write something else.

Here are a couple tips from my own experience.  Hopefully they're helpful!

If You Don't Know Where to Start

Sometimes I just pick up and start typing anyway.  It may be rough.  It may sound weird.  The character may say something they wouldn't really say.  I might not be focusing.  But there's that saying...You can edit a bad page, but you can't edit a blank page.  And usually, a few minutes tick by and something clicks, and I'm back in the story, spilling words into the document, loving every minute of being a writer.  Sometimes you just have to get going and push through those nasty first few minutes.

If jumping in doesn't get me anywhere, and I can't seem to get in the right mode to brainstorm, I'll jump ahead and pick up where I know the story will be.  I can always add in the connecting scene later (or maybe there really isn't a need for one, and that was the problem).  Who knows, maybe once you finish that section, you'll have a better idea on how to get there in the first place?

If You Can't Focus

Sometimes I'm full of motivation and energy and oh yeah I love writing this story but I start to write and my brain can't focus on what I'm doing.  Usually I'm motivated about a certain character or a certain scene that just won't leave me alone.  It also happens a lot when I need to edit but I apparently don't feel like reading/thinking and would rather just write something.  Occasionally this also happens when I've had extra sugar or something, but we won't talk about that.

Well, again, I first try to just get myself into it.  I'll play some instrumental music.  I'll turn the music off.  I'll try to focus on the task at hand.  But sometimes I just can't do it.  So I stop and let myself write out that scene that's been nagging me.  I'll write some fanfic of that character that I've been figuring out.  I'll do something that at least moves the story along, or helps me figure out a character arc or side plot.

If You Feel Burnt Out

Once in a while I just feel Tired and simply do not want to write.  This sometimes happens after a NaNo event where I've been pushing myself.  Or maybe it's been a busy week on the farm or at work.

This is okay.  Sometimes we need a break.  Sometimes a day off can really help us push forward.  So take that day off.  But take warning: don't get into the habit of taking breaks, or next thing you know, you're not getting any writing done at all!

So go ahead and take the day off.  Read a book.  Wash the dishes.  Binge some Studio C.  Go to bed early.  Don't stress.

But get back to work the next day. And don't give up.

Well, that was short.  Still catching up on work and farm and writing.  I'll be back tomorrow with a monthly wrap-up and you'll get a few glimpses into what exciting things have happened (outside of Realm Makers, that is).

Realm Makers 2019 Recap

So I went to Realm Makers.


I'm not even going to attempt to describe the trip.  In a nutshell: a lot of sitting, but it was worth it.



After all, 12+ hours one way in a 15 passenger van can be very fun when you've got the right folks doing the trip with you.  And I had the right folks.



And sitting for multiple sessions can be very tiring unless you have the right folks to chat with.  And all the realmies are such amazing people.


Stopping at Fort Massac. 

Have mandolin - will travel.

Opening night keynote.  :)

Dinner with Evangeline and Sarah.

Hanging out with some writing peeps for breakfast.

Independent Publishing course.

Some of the most AMAZING blogging gals ever!!
Evan, Sarah, Nicole, and Faith!

The epic (and super tall) Claire.

Lord of the Rings crew.

Millie - she made her skirt and it's so pretty!!!

Agent Carter, anyone??  (Or Savannah.)

Honestly, Mary Liz's hair is AMAZING.

And the lovely Hope Ann.

It's Christine!!!!

And Jill Williamson of GoTeenWriters fame!!!
And the amazing Jaye L. Knight!


Sew, it's a steampunk Clara with a Nutcracker!

Pardon me geeking out over my favorite author....Tricia!!!

I found Captain America!!
And Bucky!!!

Driving home in the pouring rain.
Well, it was a lovely time.  Can't wait until next year!!

I loved getting to meet new people.  Meet bloggers that I've known.  Talk to author's.  Get books signed.  And learn more and more about writing, editing, and publishing.  I got to pitch for the first time (not as scary as it seems, y'all!) and walk around playing my mandolin.

Seriously.  Great times.

Also, for anyone who is interested, I played a song by the Ohio river.  The video can be found here.  Enjoy!!!

Using Scrivener for Creating Characters

As part of my recent round of edits, and in celebration for having current(ish) drafts of the books, I started doing some serious worldbuilding.  I also decided to get some in-depth character sheers/reference pics for my characters, since I had finally pinned down their arcs and stuff.

But where to keep it all?  Before this time, I kept all the info scattered across Pinterest boards, word docs, notebooks, and the dark recesses of my memory.  I tried looking into a few sites, and while I found them a little helpful, I also have limited internet access (and mostly on my tiny iPhone, which is no fun).

So I decided to try using Scrivener.  And I think it works, so here is my process for character building within Scrivener.  Enjoy!

First I set up a new Scrivener File.  I titled it after the world, and saved it to my documents.

Next order of business is to get organized.  I started a folder for Characters and made another one for Places.  There is already a Templates folder.  I also create a Timeline folder and another folder for misc. things that I might want to look up.  If you have lots of animals in your book, you might want to do a Animal folder.  Then I customized the icons to things I felt fit the contents.

Then you create your templates!  Follow the instructions to create templates for character and place sheets. 



Personal Preference: I set each group of questions in a different font.  This makes it a little more organized and easier to quickly find something while hunting for it.

Once you have your templates, you can start entering in all your characters and places.  Don't fill out the sheets, we're not there yet!  Pick a template, and select "Create with Template."  Name the page with the character's name and drag to where you want it on the sidebar.  Repeat until all your characters are entered in.  I like to have them alphabetized, but you can drag and drop to arrange however you want - order of importance, age, appearance in story, you name it!

Now it's finally time to start filling out the character sheets, and this is where Scrivener really shines.



Pull up your first character and start filling out the sheet.  When you reference another character (maybe a parent, friend, or enemy) or place (birthplace, hometown), double click on the name and make a Scrivener link.  Now, whenever you click the link, the screen splits and you can pull up the file on that person or place.  So you can easily make connections and make sure you aren't missing anything.

Creating a link

Click the link and it pulls up that page.

For pictures, you can insert into the sidebar.

The sidebar can also be used to create labels for your characters. You can tweak this however you want. I personally use them for keeping track of the races of everyone: are they Raybirn, Telae, Roche, etc. The label I use also shows up on the index cards, so I can see at a glance where each person hails from.



For creating timelines I made a new folder and created a new document/index card for each scene. Now I can see at a glance how things play out and can easily move around and rearrange scenes by dragging and dropping the cards. Once I finish getting the timeline created, I will include notes on the cards, most likely about what each scene does to move the story forward (just haven't gotten to that part yet, lol).



I hope you enjoyed this sneak peak into my Scrivener file and maybe got motivated to try a few things out for yourself!  (Please bear in mind that Scrivener can probably do waaaay more than this; this is just how I use it.)(And I didn't really bother with the tutorial. I watched it, got overload, forgot everything, and decided to do whatever I wanted.)

Also, haven't done any worldbuilding yet with Scrivener.  Might do a post on that someday, if I feel like whatever I decide to do turns out alright.

His Name in Vain

Ever seen a book or a movie marked clean or family-friendly?  "No bad language!"  "No scene-skipping necessary!"  You breathe a sigh of relief and settle down with a snack to enjoy the film or novel, and then...


*something surprising happens*



Character: OMG!



Yup.  No bad language indeed.  Just a blatant misuse of our Lord's Name.







It's heard everywhere.  People use His Name all the time.  Sometimes they are reverent about it, whispering a quick prayer when something disturbs them or they need comfort.  Sometimes it's a completely thoughtless exclamation that just rolls off the lips.  Sometimes it's hard to tell whether it's meant in earnest or just as a swear word.


There are lots of ways, frankly that God's name is misused.  Just check out the Westminster Larger Catechism.



Q. 111. Which is the third commandment?

A. The third commandment is, Thou shalt not take the name of the LORD thy God in vain: for the LORD will not hold him guiltless that taketh his name in vain.


Q. 112. What is required in the third commandment?

A. The third commandment requires, that the name of God, his titles, attributes, ordinances, the word, sacraments, prayer, oaths, vows, lots, his works, and whatsoever else there is whereby he makes himself known, be holily and reverently used in thought, meditation, word, and writing; by an holy profession, and answerable conversation, to the glory of God, and the good of ourselves, and others.


Q. 113. What are the sins forbidden in the third commandment?

A. The sins forbidden in the third commandment are, the not using of God’s name as is required; and the abuse of it in an ignorant, vain, irreverent, profane, superstitious, or wicked mentioning or otherwise using his titles, attributes, ordinances, or works, by blasphemy, perjury; all sinful cursings, oaths, vows, and lots; violating of our oaths and vows, if lawful; and fulfilling them, if of things unlawful; murmuring and quarreling at, curious prying into, and misapplying of God’s decrees and providences; misinterpreting, misapplying, or any way perverting the word, or any part of it, to profane jests, curious or unprofitable questions, vain janglings, or the maintaining of false doctrines; abusing it, the creatures, or anything contained under the name of God, to charms, or sinful lusts and practices; the maligning, scorning, reviling, or any wise opposing of God’s truth, grace, and ways; making profession of religion in hypocrisy, or for sinister ends; being ashamed of it, or a shame to it, by unconformable, unwise, unfruitful, and offensive walking, or backsliding from it.


Like, wow.



But I'm not really going that in depth today.  I'm just saying that there is an actual command about not taking God's name in vain.  Other swear words just...mean nasty things.  Things I don't want to repeat.  Ultimately, those words just are hurtful to people, or mean not-so-polite things.  When considered under their rightful meaning and applied to the situation they were uttered in, they don't make sense.



Person:  *accidentally hits their finger while hammering a nail*  "Damn."

Me:  Well....okay...that just means "go to hell."  So why send a hammer to Hell?  Or your finger?  Or yourself?  Just say "ouch!" and move on!


But a simple "Oh my God" or "Jesus" is toying with the name of an all-powerful, all-seeing, all-hearing God who has told us not to make light of His name.  There is an actual commandment that says "Don't take the name of the LORD thy God in vain."  There is a COMMAND.  A LAW.  A RULE.



This is my "rebellious writing" post (okay, not officially)(but it is my rant).  Yes, it's great that we're rebelling against the sex and drugs and dark magic that's popular in literature today.  But this is important, too.  And not just for readers.  We are accountable for every word we speak, and every word we write.

Realm Makers Nerves?

So you're going to Realm Makers.
(Or a different writing conference.  Or just a social activity.)
But you're an introvert.
Not only is traveling to another location a bit exciting and unsettling, but you'll have to face *gasp*...other people.  And make logical sentences (especially if you're planning to pitch your novel).  And not look like an idiot.  And actually be responsible and get to the right places at the right time and have all your things together and...yeah...

Well, good news.  You won't be the only introvert there. 
As a person who is both introverted and extroverted, and as someone who has one writer's conference already under her belt, I've come to give y'all a few tips for Realm Makers (or any gathering).
Because I go to one conference and now I'm absolutely qualified to tell y'all what to do now, obviously.
Remember: A lot of other folks there are also introverts and also want to talk but are also shy.
Chances are, a lot of people you'll start conversations with may be just as awkward and hesitant as you are.  According to a FB post I saw, quite a lot of attendees this year are first-timers.  We're all going to be nervous and getting lost and having no idea what's going on and it's gonna be great.

Remember: Just say something nice.
How do you start a conversation?  With a short sentence.  You don't have to launch into the Declaration of Independence (however impressive that might be).  Just look at the person you're trying to talk to and try something along one of the following options: 

Hi, I'm *your name*
I love your shirt!  (Preferably only use this if you actually do like their shirt, let's not start off by lying, people.)(Can also be modified - skirts, shoes, backpack, pencil, stack of books, etc.)
Did you enjoy the class/speaker/dinner?
What have you been reading lately?
So, did you fly or drive here?
(Just try not to say that like a stalker.)
What class are you looking forward to the most?
Is there someone here you're hoping to meet?
What's your favorite character that you've ever created?
Sometimes all it takes is just a short ice-breaker, and suddenly you are engaged in conversation.
Remember: Get them talking.
If I'm feeling lazy, tired, or just more introverted, I just find someone who is more of a talker.  I pin down a subject they like, and just let them talk.  They get to rant or fangirl about a topic they are passionate about, and I get to not stand alone in a corner.
I do be nice and actually listen to them, of course.  I'm not that cruel.  I usually learn something and get to know that person better, which is really fun.  But I just don't have to do as much talking (and there's less chance of me saying something stupid if I'm just listening).
Remember: Everyone here is going to be either a writer and/or a reader.
There will be published and unpublished writers, avid readers, agents, people who work with publishing houses...basically everyone's going to love books.  You can talk about books all you want, and no one will look at you like you're crazy.  We all understand.  We are your people.
Remember: Have a one-liner.
(I'm not talking about jokes here.)

Even though we all hate it, we all find ourselves asking (and being asked) the dreaded question, "So what's your book about?"


If you can memorize a single sentence to rattle off, then you don't have to worry about getting stuck on that question.

I did that for my first conference.  When anyone asked what I was working on, I could say, "I'm writing a YA fantasy novel about a village girl who learns how to be brave and trust in God when she accidentally becomes protector of the Princess."  It's not the best, but it gives a general idea about the book.  And I can remember it, so that's what's important.
Remember: It's okay to need space.
Is it all just terribly overwhelming?  Then go and get some quiet time.  Sit out in the hotel lobby in a corner and just listen to a song and relax.  Sometimes that's all it takes - a few minutes of a fave song and not having to talk to anyone.  Then you get your bearings again and can head back.

My last (cough only cough) writers conference, during an afternoon break, I found a grassy spot outside and took a couple-minute-doze in the sun.  And then I went back and engaged in some conversation - and hoped no one noticed the grass and leaves all over my clothes, lol.

But don't stress.  Take all the time you need.
Remember: Find Julian.
I don't bite, I promise.  And I'm totally cool with doing all the talking, or doing all the listening, or trying to trade back and forth.  My two best friends are introverts, but whenever we do road trips together they end up doing all the talking and I just chill and drive.  Seriously.  You are totally welcome to come up and talk to me anytime. :)


 So, remember this: You're with a bunch of book-lovers.  Just start a conversation, and we'll be happy to chat about writing and characters and fandoms.

Also, check out Christine's post about How to Get the Most Out of Realm Makers.  It was amazing and helpful and really just a great post.  Everyone going to RM should read it.  (I had this post written up a while back and she posted hers before this one was scheduled to go live, lol.)

Havok Flash Fiction // I'm Published!

Yes, you read that right.  Today, my short story, Evacuation Assistance is live on Havok!!!  You can read it for free - but only for today!

So please run over to the website and read my little piece of flash fiction.  I hope you like it.  :)



Don't forgot to comment on the Havok website or on my blog.  I'd love to hear your thoughts about the little story!  :)  Also wondering if I should do a blog post about the story behind the flash fiction piece?

June Wrap-Up

June was...hot and rainy.  So I was either getting stuff done in the rain or in the melting heat.  #funtimes

But, the good news is, I got stuff done!

Favorite Read of the Month

Saving Beauty.  I snatched this book up a while back, possibly in one of those "hey, it's on sale, let me go ahead and get it" moments.  And then it's forgotten. For months.

Basically, I started reading this book (as usual) not quite sure about what the whole plot was...and basically, I wasn't dissappointed.  I started reading it during breakfast, agonized all morning, and then speed-read it over lunch.  And WOW it was good!

Reading Plan

Got kinda behind on some of the readers.  Still read every morning, but sometimes the evening chapters don't. actually. get. read. on. the. correct. day. Haven't gotten like crazy far behind, and I can catch up on Sundays, but yeah...

The Inevitable Photo Dump

RIDE AND TIES!!!!  WHOOO!!!

So I did another Ride and Tie, and this time I borrowed a "Real Ride and Tie" horse from a lady who had an extra Arabian.  :)  Evan D. and I were all set to run hard and really race and actually compete and possibly win....and then Evan decided to not look at the map beforehand and ended up missing the first turn onto the loop....so yeah, we ended up not winning.  But we managed to catch up to some people at the end. But it was still really fun!!

Standing tied and waiting for me.  :)

Catching up to some teams in the range lands.

Glowy Arabian.


And then the Monday afterward I got together with another friend to do a mock Ride and Tie on our own.  Just 2 miles, to kind of give them an idea of what the whole running-and-riding thing would be like.

Love Ruby's little ear bonnet!!
So we were all playing airsoft out behind the barn, and Dad came out to join us right after we hard started a new game.  He comes strolling around the barn, wondering where we are....and we're all camping out in the woods and in the barn...so he rounds a corner and we all just unleash upon him...

Heading back for a break and reloading mags...yes, it was HOT and yes, we were MELTING

Just chilling in what shade there can be found.

Photogenic Beardychins

Can't even eat breakfast without an audience..(this picture is for you, Sarah).

BUT REALM MAKERS IS ALMOST UPON US